I am Better

Ok, so things are much better today....I have to admit, I pretty much spent the day yesterday feeling sorry for myself and wondering what I could have one differently;coming to the conclusion, that everything happens for a reason and probably nothing could have prevented the inevitable. So I have turned a new page! I talked, well text, with Nicole today and she reassured me that she was doing fine, and she is rooming with one of her single friends from work. She is a really nice girl and I do feel better knowing that. So I guess the Birge's are now down to just four kids at home......gosh that sounds so wierd but oh well. We went to Emmi's first pyshcology appt. today. I guess it went ok. The doctors seem pretty nice and really positive. So we shall see.Johnny goes back to work tomorrow after being off for six weeks. He is not totally healed just totally hard headed. I will just be extra caring and sensitive when he comes home tomorrow night. His guys called and set up carpools though and are very excited to have him back though, so I just hope he is careful and doesn't make himself any worse. Gosh Ijust love that man!!! I just want him to be careful. I have to go and find out the details about financial aid for the rad tech program tomorow then a follow up on my knee!! So I get to spend the day out of the house!!! I'm pretty stoked about that!! Well it's off to bed....early morning tomorrow!!